The time has come

L'heure Avait Sonnê

C'est fou ce qu'on peut être con

L'amour rend parfois trop con

Parfois trop...

On chasse ce qu'il y a de pire

Pour croire et pour s'épanouir

Parfois trop...

J'ai laissé sonner une heure pensant que mon heure avait sonné

J'ai lesé tous les bonheurs, pendant ce temps-là tu m'oubliais

J'ai laissé sonner une heure pensant que mon heure avait sonné

Moi je t'attendais dehors, pendant ce temps tu m'oubliais

A ta porte je me revois

Les fleurs à la main, je l'aperçois

Une autre que moi

J'ai laissé sonner une heure pensant que mon heure avait sonné

J'ai lesé tous les bonheurs, pendant ce temps-là tu m'oubliais

J'ai laissé sonner une heure pensant que mon heure avait sonné

Moi je t'attendais dehors, pendant ce temps tu m'oubliais

J'ai laissé sonner une heure pensant que mon heure avait sonné

J'ai lesé tous les bonheurs, pendant ce temps-là tu m'oubliais

J'ai laissé sonner une heure pensant que mon heure avait sonné

Moi je t'attendais dehors, pendant ce temps tu m'oubliais.....

p/s: check this song out. sometimes its good to listen to new songs. new genre. start afresh.

Enjoy!

and if you have any songs that you would like to share, dont hesitate to suggest!

LITTLETHINGS  #NOWPLAYING

HOPE

I thought you'd be different.

Well, it just a thought.

Takut VS Benci

Takut dan benci

dua perkara berbeza.

Contoh takut lipas

means kalau ada lipas

kau takut

Benci lipas

nak dengar nama pun tak suka

binatang tu lg lah

Jangan buat orang benci

benci kat kau

nanti bila org sebut nama kau

ada yang menyampah

tak nak dengar

kalau dah benci

jangan kan nama

 tempat kau jejak pun

tak ingin nak lalu

kalau tak nak dibenci

hormat.

p/s: Hatred is such a strong emotion. Dont make people hate you.

thriftshop #nowplaying

Name it yourself

I'm not the love guru type of person who deserved to write this post but on behalf of my friend who just not so recently got out from a relationship but the "ship" they're having is quite complicated that I have to console my friend and i think this post made sense just to help if anyone out there having the same issues/whatever that might related.

okay that makes quite an introduction. 

Back to topic. 

A very good friend of mine had this relationship with this guy and I'm beyond happy for her cse she's finally have someone to look after her but things didnt go so well between them that I wanna see her happy but if she didnt I cant do much. So I said I'll support her whatever decision she made which she regret it now. I'm kinda of guilty. She dumped him.

and now that guy is having a relationship with another girl (which is completely fine they even put it on facebook) and that my dear friend having a heartbreak. 

That guy must have been sending mixed/wrong signals to my friend, cse they're still texting and wake each other up for subuh prayer (which is really sweet) but then here goes the breaking news.

She dumped him. (okay i mentioned that twice)

which made sense to me if that guy wanna revenge or making her into him again and suddenly having relationship with another women. 

Before their break up, she said to me that she has no feeling for this guy which now I think thats a bull. That was her first real relationship and of course she's a lil bit scared to open up cse she didnt know if its real or not.

I do understand that. Really. Cse i'm living it now. 

But people appreciate something when its gone.

Now that he's gone (i mean in relationship with someone) and she feels like she can never win this guy again cse he's with someone else. and the fact that guy was over her when she just realized how real her feeling for this guy contributes to heartbreak she's having.

I cant talk much cse its no one's fault. Okay maybe that guy sent wrong signals and my friend took it seriously. But at the first place he got dumped. and he's hurt. His ego was hurt. Do you know how much that hurts? Very much.

and you cant really blame him on what he did to you (i mean my friend). 

I kinda lost my dearest once and I cant barely live for that temporary moment and when I had the second chance to have him back, I didnt waste it. And who knows that I appreciate him more than I did before. 

I hope that will teach her not to let the chance she has wasted, instead appreciate it like there's no second chance. 

p/s: Mistakes are mistakes if you repeat them.

theonlyexception #nowplaying

Have you?

Have you ever laid on your bed at night, and just cried? Cried because you're ugly. Because you're not good enough. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to punish and feel worse about yourself. Cried because the comments people blurt out, actually hurt your feelings. Cried because your family is dysfunctional. You don't want to be a burden, so you bottled it all up. Around people, you're the happiest ray of sun shine. But nobody knows, that at night when you're alone, you break down and just cry.

:l

I took this from your blog. I get how you feel. I really do. I feel the same. I did cry at night. Cuddling in my blankie and cry. Silence cry hurts. we wanna cry but we cant make it obvious cse we dont want people to know that we cry. The fact that the tears drop breaks my ego so yeah. 

R; 

aku rindu kau.

teramat.

withme #nowplaying

good old times :')

We used to be that kid who didnt care what people said about how we look, how we took pictures, but that was when we were just kids. 

How I miss being a silly kid acting all stupid not gonna change the fact that i'm growing up.

Life goes on. People grow.

withyou #nowplaying

Why Cactus?

Hello there hungry readerssss (lol bajet).


Since i bought cactuses and took care of them, I've been flooded with questions "why cactus?", "why not other flowers?" and bla bla bla...

Honestly, sometimes I asked myself, why did i chose cactus? and why did i decide to plant something? why did i turned to mother nature kind of stuff? why so sudden? hmmm..

First of all, honestly i kind of making the biggest mistake in my life on some date (cant remember when) so i sort of depressed and moody and all sort of emotional feelings. and i decided to start from bottom, start fresh, start all over again, and i chose to start with nature.

taking care of plants is not as easy as you think. its not just watering the plants and thats all. it takes more than you think. watering the plant and provide them sunlight is a must. but all those little things that you do toward them counts. you gotta change the pot in order for the plant to grow, sometimes you gotta give them fertilizers, cleaning the soil, change the soil, and stuff.

my friend once asked me why cactus? they're ugly. and know what my answer is? because you have the eyes that judged something from the outside that blinded you from seeing the beauty inside. and the words that slipped out of my mouth kind of satisfying for me at least. and he did suggest to plan orchid because its beautiful and bla bla bla.

i know flowers are beautiful. so does cactus. We have different opinions, the way we see something. I see life from different perspective. some people might find the prickles on the cactus are ugly and painful, and why is that? have you ever take a closer look at them?

if you hold them gently, it wont hurts you. if you go rough, then feel the pain of the prickles. it just like how you treat them. if you do good, they're being good. and vice versa.

and one more thing, taking care of cactus is easier than taking care of other plants or flower. cse you only need to water them once a week and change the soil once in a month and they dont need fertilizers. Mostly other plants, if you didnt water them for few days they're gonna wilt. but not cactus. they stored water inside their body.

and its like they can take care of themselves. throw them on the dessert, they still can survive. they'll find the way. their spirit sometimes weirdly inspired me. the desire to live. and one of my cactus fell on the ground from fourth floor which is my room. I found it the next day, on the side walk. and has been stepped upon and it was raining a night before and the soil also gone, only left it with few roots.

when i picked it off of the ground, i touched the soft spot which was broken. but it seems fine on the outside but its not in the inside. you know what i mean? and that evening i immediately change the pot and the soil, trying my best to save it's life and now i'm just hoping that it will keep living.

did you see that? its broken. but look at it now, it's living. 

p/s: in life, do not lose hope. we might think our life has come to an end but in fact, it has just begun.

littlethings #nowplaying

problems is how you see them.

Everyone has their own problem. Its whether they show it or not. Level of difficulties of one's problem is determined by ourselves. Sometimes, bila kita ada masalah kita mesti fikir ni lah masalah or dugaan yang besar pada kita. Tapi sebenarnya ada yang lagi menderita dan sedang mengalami masalah yang lebih berganda daripada kita. 

For example, we always heard news pasal budak perempuan yang bunuh diri sebab mempnyai masalah dalam percintaan, contohnya baru lepas break up dengan boyfriend. kebiasaan nya yang mendengar atau membaca cerita pasal benda ni mesti akan cakap "eleh, sebab putus cinta je nak bunuh diri? bodoh. Orang lain tak rasa apa yang dia rasa so tak patut cakap macam tu sebab one day bila diri sendiri terkena macam ni, baru lah tahu apa rasanya. Bukan nak menggalakkan ke apa, tapi respect lah masalah orang lain. bukan tahu mengkritik je.

For some people, sesuatu benda tu mungkin bukan masalah bagi dia, tapi masalah bagi orang lain. contohnya, si A down sebab result exam dia teruk. and si B ni pulak boleh cakap "rileklah result aku lagi teruk dari kau kot". Mungkin bagi A result teruk ni satu masalah bagi dia, dan bagi B pulak bukan. so B sepatutnya diam, bukan membandingkan result siapa lagi teruk. Kalau benda tu bukan masalah kepada diri sendiri, senyap dah lah. Ianya mungkin masalah kepada orang lain. 

Kadang kadang bila ada masalah, aku selalu pikir ada orang lain yang lagi besar masalah dia daripada aku. *actually nak sedapkan hati je* tapi ade betulnya jugak

Ada banyak lagi situation masalah yang berlaku dalam kehidupan seharian. Terpulang kepada individu sendiri macam mana dia nak define masalah yang dia hadapi. Tapi apa pun yang kita hadapi, running away is not the best solution. In fact, it does not solves any problem. Setiap masalah ada penyelesaiannya. Jadi bersabarlah dan jangan berputus asa :) FIGHTING!

FEW HEADS UP

hello guys out there. its been a while since my last post. not gonna make excuses such i'm busy, i have no time, i have nothing to write bla bla bla.. the truth is i'm not consistent. i got distracted easily and most of the time i'm being lazy. so here goes the few heads up :

i) i'm in fourth semester which suppose to be my last semester but I extend my final year project so i have another semester.

ii) i bought two cactus, one is for me and one for my friend but for the time being i took care of both but recently my friend's cactus was broken as it fell from fourth floor(my room).

iii) SUKFAC(sukan fakulti) is just around the corner so i have training everynight 8-10  (usually i came at 8.30 *earliest* and 9.15 *latest*) and after that i went to dinner and for sure i'm exhausted then i go to sleep and sometimes i skip classes. *shhhhhh*

iv) my faculty dinner is next week (friday) and up till today i havent decide what to wear yet and the theme is masquerade and if you have any idea or suggestion pls inform me i need to decide by weekends!

and i think thats all for now cse i have two to three entry to be made but under different title so i'm gonna end this now so that i have more time to write new one. and btw i have another blog which will be general about life and stuff, nothing personal like this one. okay i'm crapping. bye.