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Friday, 26 April 2013



Have you ever feel like people seeing you as the bad guy though you did nothing wrong and its completely someone else's fault?




This kinda remind me of memories in highschool, being around with friends, sure we fight alot. But mostly I didnt remember started it. My friend did. I act normal cse nothing really happen but as soon as I walk into the classes the desk parted, and they sit quite in distance with me. And I took it as nothing's wrong and went back to dorm and see the bed arrangement in distance and half of the room didnt talk to me. Did I do something wrong with you guys? NO. Actually there's just one person who misunderstood me and I dont know how the person do it, manage to soak people's mind with making up stories and stuff but really I dont care. One day when I couldnt hold it back, I burst out my anger which I hold for quite a long time, just go on living a normal life like I always did with the rumors spreading like fire all around and my frenemies seems to be alot more than my real friends for about 2 to 3 months plus. I did not do anything harsh I just scream my lungs out and that person end up crying outside. And that 15 seconds of screaming makes me the bad guy in the situation who did nothing but scream. and *curse*.  Afterall, we're all okay. Because we're friends. 


Friends might fight, but that doesnt mean we hate. That just means we love each other more. If I ever hate you, I didnt even consider you as friend at first. 


The point I'm trying to say here is, though its not my fault and I barely know what's wrong going on around me and a person, in the end i always look like the bad guy. And if you're about to start a cold war/fight with me, bring no one but yourself and face me. If you think going around and making up stories about me will make you look innocent, you're wrong. You just successfully make yourself look pathetic. you know why? because you dont have the guts to stand for yourself that you have to recruit a troop for backing you up. Sad life bitch. That makes you weaker cse you yourself already weak. 


p/s: If I ever hate someone, I'll tell them why I hate them so much that they'll hate themselves too. You dont wanna be the person who brave enough to start a fight but end up crying at the corridor. I might be patient, but I'm not patient enough. And you can keep talking behind my back, because its exactly where you belong.

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