Lost in my thoughts.

Tonight I'm thinking again.

About myself, my future, my studies, my future life.

Do I have the chance to go through the time? We never know.

The thoughts come again.

What am I in 10 years time?

Am I a woman or still a girl?

The doubts still there.

I still can't imagine myself in the career path of my studies.

I'm expecting of something else.

That's what in my mind tonight.

And as everyone had their new year resolutions,

here goes mine :

1) I wanna have a happy life throughout the year because I had no more time left.

2) I wanna love myself more, so I don't wanna have any feeling toward anyone.

3) I wanna do better in my studies for this upcoming semester since I messed up the previous one.

4) I wanna live my life the way that pleased me, not everyone else.

5) I wanna be friend to only those I considered as a  friend because I'm tired of being hypocrite since you being fake.