New Page

If life is like a book, and year is a chapter, then close the previous page and open up a new one. People changes. Whether to be better or worse, they'll decide. And as for me, I think I changed a lot since new year. I mean not that a lot, but  just few changes. I am a bit more sensitive than I was before. And I learned to see life as in more serious and mature way. I did a lot of thinking about future, which really scares me eventhough I'm not really sure of it yet. But yeah, I have to prepare, for the good or bad.

This year, which means now i'm in second semester of my diploma and the subjects (core subjects) are really tough. And i'm grateful to have the chance to learn programming in this semester,  and thank God my lecturer is super cool, super nice. 

And from this subjects that makes me think. Programming requires a lot of thinking, logical thinking and problem solving. And a person who does not like to think definitely cannot do programming because programmer needs to think the solution for one particular problem. And yes I do think a lot because of this.

One more thing about programming is the lecturer, Sir Aziman. He's trying to make it clear to us the purpose of studying programming that makes he comes out with the teaching skills that relate life and programming. And I have to agree that it works, well for me at least. Before he starts teaching, he gives us this life's lesson kind of advice, how does life out there, career's life, life after graduate and real life that none of us has ever experienced. 

That is one of the reason I back to blogging because actually I have alot to tell, a lot to say that I can't even talk to people about some topics eventhough its kinda random but not everyone can actually listen to what I wanna say cse sometimes I crap more than the points. and the truth is, sometimes what I feel is different from what I say, which needs someone to really understand me and know every meaning of words that came out from me. Yeah I'm alot more complicated than other human beings. I listen a lot, but never tell. I write instead.